072 ; When the phone stops ringing

Each time I stumbled upon blogger's webpage,
Each time I intended to update my blog,
Each time I clicked onto new post,
I stared at the blank page, blank page and still blank page.
All the thoughts and words which I wanted to type seemed to vanish from my mind. Yes, I guess I'm just feeling uncomfortable typing over here. Restrictions that I had for myself. I guess.

Then again, who reads my blog anyway ? Hahaha.

Have been having nightmares lately. Had an old scene the night before and a new scene last night, should I rejoice ? This sounds ridiculous. Since it is a nightmare, would an old scene or new scene makes a difference ? A repeating location with different people, different happenings. Consecutive dreams that are unhappy yet remained fresh in my mind.

With you coming along this way, and me going the other way. We brushed past each other's presence. For that moment, there was a surge of sadness. I didn't mean it when I gave you a cold shoulder. Having avoid you deliberately wasn't my true intention. Somehow we would bump into each other, still. Sometimes reality reflects in our dreams, and vice-verse. For all you know, this might be a made up story.

In the afternoon, randomly surfed the Internet for stories to read. There are two stories which left me great impression. Of course, there are others which are equally impressive. Two particular ones are more outstanding and move my heart deeply. Really touching or should I say saddening at the same time ?

♥ Loveeeeeeeeee the stories a lot a lot. :D They are quite lengthy, written in Chinese. I was sort of taken aback while reading a particular second one, I didn't realise the story was that longgggg like a marathon (haha). Nonetheless, it's worth my time. However ..... it cheated my tears. Oops. Nonono, it didn't cheat my tears. All worthwhile. A better understanding of life. (:

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Hey, for all you know, the above was typed a few hours ago. I didn't publish the entry. Currently, I decided to continue with it. Hehehe.

The time is rather late. However, I'm unable to turn in. :/ Therefore I am here ! Well, it doesn't feel good to be laying on bed and staring at the ceiling for hours and hours. Unable to turn in feels miserable. -Shrugs- Right now, I could lay on my bed till dawn. :o

Wait a minute, I've to wake up early tomorrow. Hence I should be turning in. Yesyes, the problem is how am I going to turn in when I am staring at ceiling blankly and building castles in the air. No, I'm just reflecting some happenings. Maybe.

Let me hope that I'm able to get up on time and not be late. Although I usually will wake up on time, there is no hundred percent guarantee. Hahaha. 'm just crapping over here to get this entry lengthy. I shall be returning to my comfy bouncy bed with my little monkey by my side.

Goodnight people ! :D