066 ; Crushed, black and blue

After what seems eternity, I'm back. :)

Monday was the celebration of Teachers and Staff Appreciation Day. It wasn't that bad. The class activity was awesome and hilarious. The games for the teachers and staff was really exciting. Hahaha. Especially when the teachers were sabotaged and had to do forfeit, it was really entertaining. Mr.Yap's moonwalk and Mr.Chee's rap was incredibly amusing ! :D

So apart from the teacher's day celebration, everything is back to the mundane routine of studying and revising. Preliminary two examinations had begun. One great thing is that humanities paper are over. :)

Currently, am feeling very very very sad and stressed. D: The feeling that never fails to return whenever I do Mathematics or Additional Mathematics. The feeling which begins this year and it gets stronger each time. Miserable and then again, I wish I did not exist in the world...

Somehow, when someone keeps me accompany, doing Mathematics seems less stressful and manageable. Everything seem to be proceeding smoothly and solving was made easier on my own even without companion's help. However, when there is one and only doing, it feels I am engulf in darkness. It gets darker and darker, tougher and tougher, sinking deeper and deeper. Does the problem lie on me ? Not thinking hard enough. Not trying hard enough. Excuses.

A load of crap.




This was merely part of it...