065 ; Couldn't figure it out

Didn't we always coincidentally land on the same boat ? Be it by chance or by fate. So much of coincidence that we are amazed ourselves and find it unbelievable. Right now, very very very much I wish things can be so coincident again. So as to find myself landing on the same boat as you previously had. Please ... ?

If ________ ...
I wish for a hole at that very instant.
I wish to run away.
I wish to scream.
I wish to see no one.
I wish to be alone.
Lastly, if the above won't happen,
I want to have the courage to put on a smile.

When the world says, "Give up",
Hope whispers, "Try it one more time."