058 ; 温暖角落的心窝呢

Ilena, here I am to update. :)

The picture above reminded me the day that brother went for national service. Did I mention how nice and mesmerizing the sunrise was when I was on a bus and it drove pass somewhere near the Changi Beach, if I am not wrong. I didn't know sunrise can be so captivating ! It was really beautiful. Precious once ! :D However, I did not bring my handphone along with me. How sad. ):

Honestly speaking, I have nothing to update. Hmmm. What went on the last few days ?

Email-ed a friend recently. Donkey years since I last email-ed someone with great thoughts and seriously. Hehehe. Then, again, as I am feeling the same as you, I am still able to type those words for you. Come to think of it, it's contradicting. Anyway, you made me understand what bottling up and opening up really is.

School is mundane. Besides studies and work, it's still studies and work. Next Tuesday will be Mother Tongue 'O' level Oral Examination. :O The thought of it really makes me upset because of the papers I sat earlier on. After that day, I did not wish to receive back my results anymore. No more anticipation. Even the strong desire of scoring distinction faded.

As time passes and regrets built on, one would just hope that time could turn back, right ? It is saddening to say that most people out there only cherish when things or someone are no longer there or when there is a change to it. Yet all we hope is that time could turn back for us. For instance, my brother knocks me clear to my senses. I am awake. Not too late and I cherish the times with him more than I do in the past. 'Cause you wouldn't know how elated I was when I heard that he was returning home last week. I was on cloud nine ! :D Heehee.

So apart from studies and others, having nightmares can be really really scary. That's the reason I dare not turn in early anymore. Especially waking up in the middle of the night which makes me toss and turn on the bed for two whole hours, it was really miserable. I was thinking of who I could sms at the time of 2.45am you know. Who would still be up at that hour when there is school the next day ? Anddd, the next day on MSN while chatting with Laimin, I then realised I could have smsed her ! Awww~


True friend is the one who notices when something is bothering one, who takes the time to ask one what's wrong and doesn't believe one's nonsense of "I'm fine" or "I'm just tired" line but instead makes one talk about it and asks one about it.

其实，你真的相信我的答案吗？

Maybe on the verge of .....