Forty Seven ; 我舍不得你

Bingo ! I went eventually.

It was quite an eye-opener @ Pulau Tekong. One of the sergeant who took us on a tour around Pulau Tekong was rather good-looking. Hahaha. I'm not the only one who said that, but my mom too. xD @ least, he gets me distracted from thinking.

Everything seems alright. However, it was not until a meal was done. To bid goodbye was really tough. I remember that smile on you. I'm anticipating two weeks later ! I can't wait and I mean it. Anyway, I think I control well then. At least I think so. Although ...

Ohh ! I'm going to survive myself with no watch for the next few days until I get a new one. It sounds exaggerating. I find it really weird not having a watch with me, you see. I gave it to my brother because he didn't bring his along. And now, I'm left with not even a single watch. Nvrmd, he comes first. :) Will you think of me when you see the watch ?

Cover my eyes, stop the tears

These few days were really really really hard to pass by. Reckoning it will be so for the next few days too. Tears just can't help but fall time after time. Shucks, can I be immune to weeping, 'cause I really need it ! Why is it so hard to control, is there an answer to it ? Needing other things to get me distracted, I really really really need them badly. After twelve years, history is repeating itself once again. It used to be a few hours, but now, instead of hours it becomes weeks. How ? )': I did not know that after twelve years, without your presence at home, I will feel so upset. Really sad sad sad. Without company, means my nights will be lonely, quiet, no more supper and likely no more late turn in. Each time you called home, I really miss you. It's only the first day. I need to get distracted ! I miss you )': And, 加油！

Does anyone understand me ?
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