Ten ; Press on

Once is warming up, twice is better, thrice will be wonderful. :D

I enjoyed myself thoroughly tonight. I'm feeling fatigue now. Despite so, I feel a great sense of satisfaction. Furthermore, it allows me to be driven away from the path of negative thoughts and worries. (:

Weekly play will entertain me and allows me to be drifted away from the school stress after one week. Out of the blue, I can't wait for next Friday. I am anticipating, seriously. (: One hour is boring, two hours is not enough, three hours will be better. x)

TONIGHT ; SHIOK :D

Let's not talk about school work. It just drives me insane. I really am worried about tests and school work. ): Two months is gonna passed in one day's time. The aims and targets I have in my mind, I want to achieve it. However, each time the aim appears in my mind, I will be thinking and doubting, "Are you sure ? Are you sure you are up to it ? "

My results have been dropping drastically. I seriously am worried about it.

Self esteem. What is self esteem ? It is the pride and confidence one has in oneself. Low self-esteem. Hmmm, errrr, okayyyy, I will try to. Urm-yah-orh, I know you don't get me. It is alright because I don't need you to. If you understood, that is a bonus to you. Actually, it does not really matter either. Or do you have anything to say then ?

Moving on to musical instruments.

I am so tempted to learn ? Am I really interested in it ? Have I lost the interest ? What's up with me, I don't know. :/ I just feel that ... something does not seem right. I want to learn ! Oh, do I, really ? *shrugs*

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Mood does not seem in a positive outlook lately. What's wrong ?

I am such a evil devil (!!!!) latterly. Vulgarities, shooooo.

Phoof Phoof Phoof !!!

心情的起伏就像天空一样
有的时候是像阳光普照，开朗晴朗，拥有许多欢笑
或许那是上一秒钟，但又有谁知下一秒钟就是乌云密布
下起了倾盆大雨，就如心情有些忧郁，隐藏的是悲伤难过困扰从从
闪电打雷就如心情一样，似乎快棚溃
达到极限，忍无可忍，就一发不可收拾
雨下了又下，风也因为收你的感染而陪伴着你
刮风不断，从中也带有些忧伤
但会有多久的时间，又有那么稀少的机会才能见证彩虹
那是难得一见。心中的开心快乐也一样。
真正打从内心的快乐，你看过几次，你感受过几次

彩虹彩虹，你在哪里
忧伤忧伤，请你走开
困扰困扰，你很烦