One ; Does it begin afresh
Here comes the new blog, finally. :)
After many many weeks since last year, I finally moved.
This week was as usual ; busy. However, at least I get a day 'off' early from school. That was something for me to rejoice. :) I shall blogged on what happened this week. Nothing much, actually. Haha. Perchance, there are. Lol.
On Monday, most of the badminton ladies followed the gentlemen to Monfort Secondary to give them moral support. I followed, too. It was nice to watch them play. I received amusement in return. That was when I line-judged one of the match. It was hilarious. Really. XD
Tuesday. I had only one word ; Disappointment. It was my last visit to XinMin Secondary. I was anticipating and waiting to watch a particular player plays. So unfortunately, she did not play that day. Awww~ I was really anticipating for her match. Until the very last match, all my hopes had fallen. D:
Thursday. A day that was filled with tests tests and tests. I screwed my Social Studies paper. I'm serious. Last question supposingly to be Polar Inference, and don't know what am I thinking up on my mind that I answered it as somewhat reliability question. :/
Friday. LOHEI ! Yes, we did that in school, in the classroom. In case you are wondering what is LOHEI ! It is lao yu sheng. It was my third time this year ! Eh, but then I didn't really join in. :X I didn't eat it either. Reason being, I did not really like it. Hahaha.
This week was pretty much of laughter. Actually every week is, isn't it ? Subconciously, I will find myself laughing. HAHAHA, laughing keeps depression away. :D
Hmm. Why is it so difficult for one to control laughter ? You know how tough and miserable to control laughter ? Especially for me lah ! Haiyoyo.
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Do I want to let it suffer again and again, allowing it to detoriate each time ?
Seriously, at times I really wish it was just a dream. How I wish all that happened was just a dream. I am very reluctant to face the reality. How I wish everything could rewind. When can I ever wake up from this immutable fact ?
Day by day, thinking pondering.
Day by day, making things worst.
Day by day, hoping it is just a dream.
Day by day, hoping it miraculously recovers completely.
Day by day, and eventually, realised that I am just deceiving to myself.
Till today, I'm still deluding myself.
After many many weeks since last year, I finally moved.
This week was as usual ; busy. However, at least I get a day 'off' early from school. That was something for me to rejoice. :) I shall blogged on what happened this week. Nothing much, actually. Haha. Perchance, there are. Lol.
On Monday, most of the badminton ladies followed the gentlemen to Monfort Secondary to give them moral support. I followed, too. It was nice to watch them play. I received amusement in return. That was when I line-judged one of the match. It was hilarious. Really. XD
Tuesday. I had only one word ; Disappointment. It was my last visit to XinMin Secondary. I was anticipating and waiting to watch a particular player plays. So unfortunately, she did not play that day. Awww~ I was really anticipating for her match. Until the very last match, all my hopes had fallen. D:
Thursday. A day that was filled with tests tests and tests. I screwed my Social Studies paper. I'm serious. Last question supposingly to be Polar Inference, and don't know what am I thinking up on my mind that I answered it as somewhat reliability question. :/
Friday. LOHEI ! Yes, we did that in school, in the classroom. In case you are wondering what is LOHEI ! It is lao yu sheng. It was my third time this year ! Eh, but then I didn't really join in. :X I didn't eat it either. Reason being, I did not really like it. Hahaha.
This week was pretty much of laughter. Actually every week is, isn't it ? Subconciously, I will find myself laughing. HAHAHA, laughing keeps depression away. :D
Hmm. Why is it so difficult for one to control laughter ? You know how tough and miserable to control laughter ? Especially for me lah ! Haiyoyo.
---
Do I want to let it suffer again and again, allowing it to detoriate each time ?
Seriously, at times I really wish it was just a dream. How I wish all that happened was just a dream. I am very reluctant to face the reality. How I wish everything could rewind. When can I ever wake up from this immutable fact ?
Day by day, thinking pondering.
Day by day, making things worst.
Day by day, hoping it is just a dream.
Day by day, hoping it miraculously recovers completely.
Day by day, and eventually, realised that I am just deceiving to myself.
Till today, I'm still deluding myself.

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